I've been struggling for a week now trying to eat some food (my stomach is growling) but (of course), not that much. I'm one of *those* people who can not eat and simply not lose (sooooooo frustrating). This ol' body has a memory like an elephant and will go into starvation mode in no time flat. (I'm reminded of when I first got banded, was eating 500-600 cals and not losing !)
I made a divine grilled chz and bacon sandwich for lunch but this memory wanted more food. Ok, I'll wait 45 mins and see. Tick tock. Still hungry. Went into pre-band mode: ate too much junk, too fast and laid down (Coco and I have a standing Saturday afternoon nap). Then I started to feel weird. Slime. Burp. Repeat. Repeat. Repeat. Up and into the bathroom. Repeat. I actually did toss a tiny bit. All the while, Coco was sitting like a princess-croissant on my bed, waiting for me to return.
Woke up. Called Professor - "do not count on me eating much tonight" (as I don't really feel that good (I am typing and sipping water).
I feel like I'm a bit hung-over. Oh, wait - that's just college football on tv. I told you my body has a memory of it's own.
I view the PB as its own form of aversion therapy. Eventually, I will stop doing the things that make me PB-- and for the most part I have. Although, sometime they just sneak up when you least expect them. I would say "Congrats" but I think that"s not really appropriate??? *shoulder shrug*
ReplyDeleteSo sorry about the slime and PB darlin. I've only had one and to this day I'm still not sure why it happened. Not fun.
ReplyDeleteWelcome to the club. "Princess Croissant" my new favorite phrase. Awesome!!!
ReplyDeleteohhhhh nooooo! Welcome to the club! This happens to me whenever I "forget" my band rules and eat like there's nothing inside me!
ReplyDeleteNot fun AT. ALL!!!
Yeah that is no fun at all!
ReplyDeleteThat doesn't sound fun at all, so sorry!
ReplyDeleteMy son got giddy excited seeing the kitty cat and starting meowing LOL
slime suckkkkkks. but...we learn, huh? :)
ReplyDeleteI had some slime myself yesterday at my BFF's house with others around who have no idea bout my band. I made like I had to use the bathroom and quickly went into hiding... I know they all think I was doing a number 2, but who cares :-)
ReplyDeleteOh no, I remember my first PB... not pleasant. Hope you're feeling better today!
ReplyDeleteUgh...well, on the bright side, maybe the negative reinforcement will burn a lasting memory into your brain? At least that's what I tell myself every time it happens to me.
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