Saturday, September 3, 2011

It finally happened ... and Caturday

No, not a PB as I still don't have a fill in me ... but a completely disgusting feeling of being way over full ... why did I do it? why didn't I stop? oh, I just did not and still do not feel good.


Had a great day yesterday (protein shake, peanut butter on toast with cheese) until I got to dinner.  Headed over to the Sweeties and picked up an order of frijoles, cheese and chips.  I've had this before (as a bandster) and have always filled myself with pride (instead of chips) by breaking the chips in 2, 3 or 4 and chewing each bite to pulverization.  Well, not last night ... not sure what happened but it was as if I had forgotten all of the new rules of my life (small bites, chewchewchew, pause, etc). 


My first fill is on 9/9 and I can't wait.  I want this tool to start working because I still don't feel that great ... not the weigh I want to spend my Labor Day weekend !


And, it's Caturday .....

7 comments:

  1. Fills are a good thing! Hang in there!

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  2. Well, it happens to all us - fill or no fill. Sometimes you forget and take a big bite or eat too fast, or just can't stop eating. It doesn't always end in a PB, sometimes you just feel blah and uncomfortable like you do now.
    You'll get there - be patient.

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  3. You're almost to that fill!! Ohhh, it's so easy to forget and do something "pre-band" that gets us in trouble... I feel your pain..

    Have a terrific weekend!

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  4. Yup- I forget and start toaking big bites too often. Some habits die hard.
    Fur Child looks so darn cute.

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  5. Love your kitty! And I hear you - this always happens to me when I eat deli ham...I don't know why, I just can't seem to chew it enough. And sometimes I forget and take a big bite, and then I have total sternum pain...I've got to keep an eye on that!

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  6. the over-full feeling sucks :( I think I make it worse if I start to freak out and worry that I'm going to urp something up.

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  7. You can still eat chips like that even with a fill (stupid sliders!). No stressing about it, just focus on how you want to eat today! :)

    Happy Labor Day!

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